Hi I’m gay, my name is Jay.

I’m a paradox. I want to be happy, but I think of things that make me sad. I’m lazy yet ambitious I don’t like myself but I love who I am. I say I don’t care but I really do. I crave attention but I reject it when it comes my way. I’m a conflicted contradiction. If I can’t figure myself out there’s no way anyone else can. Also I’m sexually liberated and I don’t mind sharing my experiences.